I'm sorry that I'm such a fart.

I'm tired of hiding,
I'm tired of waiting,
I'm tired of chasing,
I'm tired of showing,
I'm tired of everything.

I'm finally going let you go,
Even though it will hurt me so,
That doesn't mean I'm going to treat you like a foe.

I'm sorry that you can't see the true me,
I'm sorry that you will never able to see,
I'm sorry that I just let it be,
I'm sorry to my heart,
I'm sorry that I'm such a fart.

I just let you go and see you smile,
I just walk away and I know it's going to hurt me
for a long time
or even just for a while.

And I still don't know you are worth the thousand mile,
All I know, I just want to exile
from here,
from these feelings,
from everything.

*In short, I gave up.