I noticed that I'm different from my school days. I talk less, I jump less but still enthusiastic, but most of all, I didn't have any important role to uphold. Most of you know that I'm a 'gipang', it surprises me that I don't have the urges to be someone. I learnt that I can be someone even I don't have to be someone on the high rank.
I still have opinions to say here and there but most of the time, I keep it to myself. It feels really weird but at the same time, I always think 'such a waste breath if I speak up.' But it's hard to keep to myself if you know that you're completely true and the other person is wrong. I just wanted to scream.
I don't feel like I am myself in here but I like who am I changing into. Smiles more, think more (think, not wandering), and other things. I still think something is missing. I feel like there's a hole in my chest.
I think... I think I miss my biffles. :'|
I miss her.
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