All I want to do is smile...

Dear Rose,

I am seventeen years old now. 

SEVENTEEN.

What's big of being a seventeen-year-old girl?

17.

I did a birthday party the other day.

   

Thank you guys. Thank you very much.

This may be the last time I'll have a birthday party. I've got 3 years until the big two in front of my age.

17 years of bittersweet memories. *sigh*
I'm only freaking 17 and I'm talking like I have the life of a seventy-year-old woman or something.. haha.

2010, I like your ending.

No, I love it.

Not very often you'll get these days...

I hope I'll not wear any fake smile in my future. I hope all will be genuine.

I don't want to change who I am. The enthusiastic, freak, geek, quirky, crazy me. I don't want to lose that side of me. I don't want adulthood take that away from me.

But I like myself some discipline. That would awesome! That way, all my job can be done earlier than the due date... haha.. but some'two' had said to me, sometimes procrastinating is good. I don't know if I want to live by that Principe. BUT I did. I just can't do routines. They bored me out.

This year's resolution of not being a procrastinator: FAILED! haha..

Sorry younger me. I have failed you. Well, there's always next year. I really looking forward next year because I don't know what's coming ahead. Sure, I'll have to look forward for the tertiary education. But where? What's my level? What am I capable of?

Questions... questions...

I want to learn something new.... :)