It's the End?

Dear Rose,

So.... that's it? 

That's the ending of this 'so-called' romantic fairytale? hmmmm....

I guess that just it. I was kinda hoping for some spark here and there.. and then, some fire. At then, they all become dust. But not this. There's not even a spark came out. And nothing become dust. 

The thing still perfect. Not dented at all. Well, the thing is not perfect but nothing damage. Just like that.

I thought it's going to be ruin it and then someone fix it and it all end up with smiley faces. 

Well, there is no rainbow without the rain, right?

I wasted my romantic, lovey dovey lines for this! 

Oh yeah, bitches, I'm going back to be a pessimist... 

I think I can but I can't. 

The hopeless romantic is still in me.

It's all my fault though. 

I expected too much. I assumed to much. 

But I'm glad I did it though. 

Because now I know that answer. I don't have to wait anymore. 

Like I said to my sister, 

"Never give up until you get the answer.. You'll never know what you get if you stop trying"

I found the answer already. So, I should move on to the next chapter.

I seriously should make a book out of my life. :)

But I need to know the ending first. 

Don't understand this post? yeah..... I love metaphors. Figure it out all by yourself.