Seriously...

Okay Rose, I've found my 2010 resolution,

No procrastination.

but, you know me, not even 1 day, I've failed! hahaha...
whatever, I know I've changed this 2010. I NEED to change no matter what. and a change I have made is, I'm in a tuition centre!!! bahaha... Seriously, nobody will thought that I'll be in a tuition centre. In my whole life, I'd never gone to a single tuition, 2010 ,this is who I am.. haha..

Form 5, last year of school, the year of SPM, the last year to go to adulthood, the before the beginning of the real life, the direction of my career. I need to choose carefully...

My mom won't let me go to Filmography because of the limited jobs. :\ So, I'll be on Mass Communication which there will be film too. yay! I don't know what choose yet, it's either news media ,Journalism, Electronic Media, T.V. and Media Production, publishing or advertising. My mom wants me to go to Public Relation or Broadcasting. I don't want. Public Relation, I must have a lot of charisma and knows how to persuade people, which I am but I don't want. There's not a lot of 'Arts' in PR. and I'll have to impress my clients with shits. malas arh... Maybe, I'll go to Broascasting... who knows..

I want to work at a magazine company. but the thing is, when I reach there, will I be a journalist or other jobs?

Okay,okay, okay, I just read a blog by a Mass Comm student. She said that there's 3 major Mass Comm course: Journalism, Broadcasting and Public Relation.

a) Journalism is for the ones who love to read and write.
b) Broadcasting is for the ones who want to be in the TV industries.
c) PR is for the ones who like to be busy and manage big, important events.

I love to be in b but the jobs is very limited and you must be VERY VERY VERY EXTRA TALENTED. I like the busy life and plan events. :) and Journalism is always my forte. ugh.

Well, I still have the time.. Right now I need to focus on my studies. SPM while I'm 16. That's awesome isn't? I love the fact I born on December. but I still feel like I grow up faster than anyone else. :) I know someday I'll miss the school days,my friends, my best friends, my responsibilities as the monitor of the class, and other shit..

I can't believe I am the monitor class for 4 years. Wow. I am giler kuase.. HAHA..

Rose, I am afraid. :(