so many things to say but too lazy...

I have so many things to say about. But I can't get it through the keys. I try to type anyway.

So Early today, Nana got chocolate on her skirt/kain. She wanted to throw out the rubbish and then she didn't realize that there's melted chocolate that Apon didn't finished it, the chocolate dropped on her kain. Poor her...I was laughing hard!

It was BM period, the last period. I helped her clean her kain. I was still laughing. Her kain was soaked after we washed it! Just after Nana and I went out the class to go to the toilet, we heard the WHOLE class was laughing at Jannah!!! OMG, It was hilarious! If you saw her reaction and expression you will laugh too...

Today I also did an experiment in the Bio lab. I was fun. We roasted the nuts to test the energy and investigation on the amount of Vitamin C in fruit juices. I was fun! I love Biology. I love to learn about live. Living things. I don't really like mechanical things.

I went to Kolej Yayasan Saad, the private school on 29th June. DUDE, IT WAS AWESOME! I went there to watch the screening of "To Fight and the fight" It was about what ochestra/music meant in Venezuela. It was boring and fun. The fun part were the dance performance from the Venezuelan girls. It's awesome! I got a picture with but it is with Miera...

And the MC, Sarah Rozana, I still remember her. She knows how to talk, I admire her for that. Because I tend to have stage fright, I don't like public speaking but I know I love attention. I can lead people if I want to. I just don't like 'formal speech'. My hands will be shaking if you ask me to give a speech. I prefer to be back stage, thank you very much.

And the boys, of course! You know what; I love boys who are nerd than boys who are stylish. I hate when boys comment me in myspace and they were like "hi, boleh kenal?" I don't like it. I admit that I'm classier than that. If he was like write a poem and then ask me that question, then I might think about it... Whoa! I'm dreaming big. lol.

Anyway, I totally love that school! But I probably never will accept to that school cause you know, their students are like the top of the top...and I was like any below average student, fail here, fail there, red here, red there....

Speaking of grades, July 9th is Report Card day. Am I going to tell my parents or not? I'm afraid. Gulp. I have four failed papers. 2 A1 which are PJK and Sivik. I got 2 A2 I think. My English is 79, one more mark till I got A1, my teacher said that I tend t make many careless mistakes, STUPID GRAMMAR! Ugh! Another A2 is my Agama. Which is weird because I never have an A when I was for 1, 2, and 3!

Then my BM is B3, 66. Which is cool! I AM FAMOUS with broken Malay in my school. haha! and the ironic thing is I'm a Asst. Thesurer for BM society.. lol...Speaking of BM society, Wednesday, I conducted the club. AWESOME! Because other Form 4 students in that club were like so shy or lazy to go up front, you know me, I like to lead but I just don't like formal that's all... I love it.. hehe...

I save the happy news for the last,

KEVIN JONAS GOT ENGAGED!!!
OH YEAH!!!

I was so happy. Okay, this is how the day went when I found out that Kevin got engaged.

First, That day I didn't get to go online at home early in that morning. So, I was like debating with my brain If I want to bring my laptop that day or not. Because I didn't bring my laptop for 2 weeks straight before yesterday. So, I got some feeling that I have to see the updates for yesterday, and I need to bring my laptop. I followed my instincts and brought the lapto to school.

I went to school at 6.30am. Yes, I know, it's really early, some of you just woke up and get ready to school but I am already there. The first I did was take out my lappy and start it. The internet connection a little bit weird that morning but as soon as it's connected. It ran smoothly.

There are 4/5 sites I will open first before I went to other sites. and those are: my aol emails, then my twitter/ my #replies, Jonas HQ and Ocean Up.It's a routine. Another habit I do.

Then I saw @AmiraHasni replies.....She was like KEVIN JONAS GOT ENGAGED! I was at the dataran in my school, where we have morning services, some students were already there. My friend was also there. you know what I did, I screamed "WHAT?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
Yup, I screamed. The entire students looked at me. Farah Farzana, my friend was like, "wey, everyone is looking at you lah...what, what happen?"

"Oh my gosh, oh my gosh, oh my gosh! This can't happen... Kevin Jonas got engaged?! What?!" I shouted. and she was like, "dude, calm down. Everybody is staring at you.." I just ignored her.

"Is Amira trying to poned me?!" Then I quickly check JonasHQ. The site was a second late and I already panic already. "Cepat lah!"

And then there is the title...."KEVIN JONAS GOT ENGAGED!" and then, I saw a pic of them together, I was like, "Aww," I read the article...."AWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" and then I opened Ocean Up, "Double AWW!!"

That morning, I promised myself that I will smile throught out the day...and I DID! but Nana said, she was freak out by my happy mood...I was 'too happy' and she was afraid...because the day before I was like always angry at people...I was moody, you know, because of the 'women stuff'....lol...

And then 7 something, I called Sereena to my class...She is an OJD too. and........................................A big fan of Kevin....*sigh....

This is the dramatic part...

I was so happy, I forgot that...

I called her outside the class, it was raining...

I asked her, "so, guess what?!" with full enthusiasm,

"You got the tickets too JB concert?"hah! I wish! I would tell her sooner than that If I have the tix!

"no, it doesn't involve me, try again..."

"JB...coming..to Malaysia?"

"no, no, something about them personally.."

"what, what?! just tell me?!"

"KEVIN...JUST...GOT ENGAGED!!! I mean not now but last night, last morning..whatever..."

the both of us were screaming a teenage fans and jumping around outside the corridor..

And then I dragged her to my lappy...and showed her the news...

AND THEN~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

she started crying!!!!!

I asked if she's okay...

"I'm okay...I'm just...so..happy...." She had this sad face...

and then she walked away....

I walked to her class to see if she's really okay...

"are you sad?"

"of course I'm sad! my dream guy had gone...to another woman..." Dude, she's totally crushed! Her face was totally heart broken!

I am so glad I'm a realist...haha..(dude, why I have to be so blunt?!!)

I said this too her, "If you really a true fan, you would just be happy for him..."

And then, She ran to her best friend...

And....I really need to go to the toilet...lol...

After I went to the toilet, I saw Sereena so sad!! She sat at her place...and she didn't even look at me when I walked past by her class...

After recess, her bff shouted at me, "HOW DARE YOU?! how dare you tell that Kevin news to her...She was crying you know.."

I was like WTF?

Fucking really?

Just get the fuck over it!!!

Kevin WILL NEVER KNOW YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Okay, that jusr plane mean...

Yes, I'm honest, very honest...I like too opologized to people that hurt by my words...sorry...

"I don't know...I just tell her the good news...I really happy to care about anyone right now..."

and then I walked past her....and enjoy the rest of the day....

Tell me what you really think about me? am I blunt?