I lose my touch...

I feel intimidated. I don't know why but I feel intimidated.
I don't have the usual confidence in me..
I felt insecure... I felt like someone stabbed behind my back, I felt someone really envy and hate me... and I don't know why...
I felt unloved. Yes, unloved.
I'll continue this tomorrow...
I want to scream but I can't!

You know what, I took quizzes...Just for fun at facebook...

The results said that....

I'm the girl that everybody can count on to...
I'm the girl that everybody loves.. Nobody can't hate, except for the people to jealous of me...
I'm the girl to love to help her friends...

But why I didn't flattered by those words...

I felt like my friends are using me...
I felt like they are just come to me if they have problems...

Or I just miss someone that really meant to me...
I haven't talk to that person in 2 months..
The person have a life on his own...(yes, it is a HE!)
I just let him go away... and did nothing about it...

I'm an overweight, loner, crazy, can't score for an exam girl...
I lose my confidence...
I know this is just hormones talking...

I hate my life at this point...
Everything changes..